Takes some adjusting………..

I am finding out that I intentionally ignore what I am not wanting to deal with……I have put this area out of my realm of cleaning AND thinking……..

I have had mixed emotions about this change………

I know it will be good but I don’t necessarily like it.

So, I have avoided it………until I no longer could, when dust-balls the size of Texas were rolling down my stairs……..

If you will remember …….this was the entry to my children’s playroom……

Looking from their hallway towards the playroom door………
View from when the door from kids hallway was opened, and looking into the playroom…………..

From the playroom and looking towards their hallway……..

Now…………..
I can’t ignore it anymore………

Only because I came around the corner after work today and about crashed into this……….

A beautiful…….sniff sniff.…….
back lit…….sob sob…….
built-in…….whimper whimper.……
bookshelf.
I mean…..it’s so pretty…………
I grabbed things off of a close-by table just so it wouldn’t be so depressing and empty………so don’t be afraid I will decorate like this……..sniff sniff.…..
This is gonna take some adjusting…………..

Didn’t expect this weird reaction once the hall was closed off………

Does it feel warm in here to you all??? Does everyone else feel like the room is closing in???

I’m sure it’s just the temperature………isn’t it???

I’m sure it has nothing to do with the fact of facing something I have tried to ignore……..

I read a sign one time and I purchased it for my friend with the “fancy feet“…….

It said……eloquently…..may I add……..

Put your big girl panties on……and DEAL with it“……….

Think that is my motto right now……..

Putting my big girl panties on….(sorry mom for saying panties)……and DEALing with it!

I mean…it’s beautiful……it captured what I was picturing, which is so much better than a plain yellow wall at end of hallway…..and….

Well…..maybe I knew I would have to DEAL with this and……….

Maybe I had it made like a secret bookshelf……and that is why you haven’t seen pictures of it’s progress…..

you know……

One with hinges that would swing the shelf out to open up into a whole new room….and no-one would ever know where that release was but me……I mean….at least I would still be DEALING with it…..

Right???
These big girl panties feel good!

; )

Love,

Me

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